I am the Cosmos

I really wish I had more interesting things to talk about but life has been pretty blah recently. Especially this past month. I've been like an application zombie. I go to work, come home, work out, finish a couple applications, watch some stupid shows like 90210 or Gossip Girl (cringe) and then go to bed (or not really go to bed but actually just pretend to be asleep for 8 hours). Then repeat.

I'm trying to regain what I feel I've lost- my individual interests and pursuits. I picked up my Canon Rebel on the way out of my apartment the other day and checked it out. I have no fucking clue how to get the best use out of the camera. I know how to use the basic setting. I seriously need to figure this shit out.

I went to yoga the other day and felt like a complete moron like I always do in yoga. It also made me realize that I don't feel like a moron enough. Everything is so safe- planned and carefully calculated. EVEN the top 25 songs played on my ipod haven't changed in 2 years.

AND ENOUGH WITH THE VAMPIRES. I fell into that trendy little trap. I need to read some real books again.

So this is my new plan. I've already purchased a couple of new albums to spice things up. At the top of the playlist is the new Pete Yorn album featuring Scarlett Johansson (who I hate for no good reason). From start to finish the album just blows me away which rarely ever happens. Feel free to give me some suggestions (Bryce- if you're reading this).

On the plus side, I've learned a lot about myself. And, as always, I love my friends.

Actually back?

I just read all of my old posts. It's like reading a diary. Do I make a new blog or do I move forward from here?

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